un-ending vacation

As time goes by I am really starting to wonder how long will my aunt Marvel will be staying at the Glenwood re-hab center. Her stay at the center is now a week after a stay at St,Johns Hospital. Had a bit of a problem yesterday uncle Don has been off walking each day being gone each day for hours. I have started thinking he had fpund himself a bar to frequent,there is a few very close to the house. Uncle Don left yesterday about noon got back at 4:00 or so. Don was having trouble talking and putting sentences together, he was extremely hungry, He had walked over a mile. Mother got home and she realized something was not right, she asked if he had been drinking he said no. Mother did not believe it at all, problem if he falls while walking then what join Marvel at re-hab? I had a good talk with my counsler yesterday, we spoke about the visit and my problem being patient, It helped. it for now. go Lakers

38 degree jan. 2 2011

Brrr. its even cold in sunny southern California. Here in Oxnard at 2:00 A.M it is 38 degrees. I am thinking my Aunt Marvel is at least warm. My Aunt and Uncle are visiting from Minneaplois, Minnesota where the temps this time of year are below zero. They my aunt and uncle have been complaining on how cold it is and they do not leave the house where it is almost 70 degrees! Before they left Minneapolis Marvel fell could not get up had to call 911 fire department came and helped out. When they got here she was pretty sore. Well a couple days later she fell twicw in one day! She and we decided she would go to our hospital that I know so well St.Johns. After spending all day at emergency new years day they admitted her and she has been there a couple of days now mri scheduled for tomorrow. She has a neurologist looking after her doing all the test. The Doctor has recomended rehab when she gets back home. They are scheduled to leave on Wednesday evening. It is really to bad she is spending the start of the new year in the hospital but at least I think she is WARM.

Oh well

I guess things can and have been worse. My day and nights are completely reversed. I fall asleep at 11:30p.m then wake at 2:30a.m play on the computer watch early morning news. At 7:30a.m I make coffee for mom feed the dogs eat breakfast. At about 10:30 a.m I go to sleeep till about 4:00p.m. I get about 8 hours sleep but it is spaced out. The longest period I am up is in the early, early morning. I have been feeling a bit off my blood surgars are ok not great, I have not been eating great either. My fianances are out of wack I overdrew my account on several transactions cost me a fortune it is affecting my budget for the rest of the month and its only the 7th of july with 31 days this month, great. I had made some friends on facebook from different parts of the world. I figured this would be a neat way learning about different cultures. I have been corasponding with a girl name Nhel from the phillapines, It was going great, Yesterday she instant messaged me we were texting back and forth she asked if I had a maid I said no, thinking nothing of it went on to another subject, She then said she would like to apply for the job if I trusted her. I dont need or want a maid nor could I afford one. It was a akward situation instead of dealing with it head on I basically bailed said I had to go. A old time family friend who has been suffering from alzheimers disease has been put into a rest home a section reserved for dementia. I am so sad about this Ruth and Dave have been friends of our family since I was in jr. high school. I was in confirmation with Mary-Jane there daughter. Dave spoke at my wedding on behalf of my father and to this day still wears some of my dads shoes to church once in a while. Ive heard Ruth has started getting mean towards Dave I am sure she is real confused. It makes me real sad. My Dog Nick is going blind he has had eye problems for about a year and his sight has progressivly gotten worse. I have been getting water blisters on my good leg in a couple of spots I thought I should drain, Now its a wound the size of a fifty cent piece. I have read up on the blisters they are caused by bad circulation and retained edema [water] I have to be carefull of infection. I being mrsa positive it could mean disaster. I really dont want to loose my other leg. There are plenty reasons I am feeling a bit down but like my dosing nurse at the clinic says" whats next? Bring it on" boy to have that attitude would be like Pat Milliken would say"Good times" I will keep plugging along I am not ready to check out yet. I guess it could be worse.

next time

NEXT TIME Next time I will not be in such a hurry. Next time i will take my time growing old. Next time I will listen to those I trust. Next time I will learn from those smarter than I. Next time I will slow down and enjoy the small stuff. Next time I will not worry about the small stuff. Next time I am going to be honest with myself and others. Next time I am going to love without looking over my shoulder. Next time I am not going to worry about what others think. Next time I am going to enjoy every step of falling in love. Next time I am going to see when one has fallin out of love with me. Next time I will know just because it hurts it does not mean its always bad. Next time I will know just because it feels good that its not always a good thing.Next time I will know friends can leave but never replaced.next time Ill know just because one is gone today they can be back tomorrow.next time I will be quick but not in a hurry. next time I will realize that sporting events are just games. next time I will love without the worry of being loved. next time one asks how are you doing I will be honest. next time I ask how some one is doing I will really listen. next time I will live for today and not fret about yesterday or worry about tomorrow. next time I will probably do things the same way I always have but next time i will think first.